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;) Julia. You better appreciate it because the looks my mom just gave me suggest that I might be going to a mental hospital soon…

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This is lyrics to a song I started writing, I was thinking about maybe putting some music to it and singing it, but I don’t know if it’s any good yet and don’t wanna waste my time if it’s not. Give me your opinion :)

We let stupid fights, 
Get between us all the time.
We’re only together for a few days,
Before we fall apart.

I need to know what we really mean,
Before I open my heart.

I keep trying to walk away -
Because together can only be trouble for us.
Somehow, you always pull me back -
I can never get a safe distance from your arms.

Holding hand,
Looking up at the stars;
Even in my sleep,
In my dreams is where you are -

They say that -
“You can close your eyes,
To the things you don’t wanna see;
But you can’t close your heart,
To the things you don’t wanna feel.”
I smile, while I’m crying inside,
Because I let go,
Of what we had,
And it was real.

You’re frustrated.
You’re claiming that I can never make up my mind.
We’ve probably would’ve dated.
 And you claim we would’ve been just fine.

I probably could’ve let you in -
And it’s not that I didn’t want to -
More because I’m scared to lose you -
I don’t like the feeling of vulnerability.
I guess it wasn’t our time. 

They say that - 
“You can close your eyes,
To the things you don’t wanna see;
But you can’t close your heart,
To the things you don’t wanna feel.”
I smile, while I’m crying inside,
Because I let go,
Of what we had,
And it was real.

So now, we’re back to where we started.
Empty hands, and broken hearted.
Broken worlds, and separate lives.
And plenty of rainstorms hiding the tears we cry. 
Broken spirits and broken smiles,
Pretending we’re both fine.  

Cut the pretenses,
I’m tired of pretending.
When I cry,
Just know you’re why.
And let’s move onn -
I’m moving onn.

They say that - 
“You can close your eyes,
To the things you don’t wanna see;
But you can’t close your heart,
To the things you don’t wanna feel.”
I smile, while I’m crying inside,
Because I let go,
Of what we had,
And it was real.

Now and again,
We both consider going back to October,
When the time and the feelings - were just right.
If I had the chance to start over - would’ve let you know things I never told ya.
And you better believe I never would’ve started that fight.

You keep telling me to leave,
But I can’t bring myself to go.
And if you finally decide that you ‘love me’,
Make sure you let me know.
I’ve come to find,
Hearts are often broken,
By the words we leave unspoken,
And the emotions we were too afraid to show.
Just thought I’d tell you so.

They say that - 
“You can close your eyes,
To the things you don’t wanna see;
But you can’t close your heart,
To the things you don’t wanna feel.”
I smile, while I’m crying inside,
Because I let go,
Of what we had,
And it was real.

It was real.
It was real.
We were, real. 

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SUP PLAYERS. SHOUT OUT TO OUR MANY FANS … LOL JK IT’S JUST ME AND JULES FOR NOW. 
Had this song stuck in my head all throughout track, and when I got home I just had to sing it, so I made a video and decided that there was no point to waiting a week before posting it, so here you go now :)

Please excuse my brain farts, as well as high pitches at points. My speakers/ mic on my macbook aren’t what they used to be :( Oh well, enjoy, or not, I don’t really care :) 

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LOL MY RANT WHICH WAS MISSING FROM THE VIDEO DOWN THERE V .
Usually, my videos will include rants with them, but i wasn’t expecting to post that one but I did anyway, fukdapolice.
CHECK MY BLOG WEEKLY. I TAKE RECOMMENDATIONS SO PUT IT IN MY ASK :D Oh! and follow me so I feel good about myself. That’s it. KBAI ;D 

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p.s. i am aware that i look really good. 

Please note the sarcasm, and the lack of social life, which therefore leads to a lack of desire to look nice. 

Thank You :) 

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HEY GUYS.

This is Tara, my private blog is dropsofjupit3r but i needed a blog where I can post videos of my eye-piercing singing and really let my music side show. I will admit that I’m not very good, but it’s a passion of mine and I’ll sing no matter where I am or how I sound. Maybe, I just have a little something called confidence :) although some may say I shouldn’t :). I’ll try to post a new video every week, and I will take requests so make sure you put some in my ask. :)

THANKS :*